Linger

I do really want to linger on love but still all my entries are about love!

Despite my busy schedule surprisingly I am still able to get myself into complex relationships. Is it my knack of getting myself into deep shit?

Funny when I thought that I still couldn’t find all the pieces of my heart someone is already vying for my incomplete heart.

How could you piece together a being that was hallow in the first place?

waking up

Could I still love again?

I was sleeping peacefully in his arms. I woke up by his tight embrace. He whispered those three words and coated with sweet sincerity. My heart stood still. My mind drifted away…

Was my love for you real?

I was sleeping on the hard old floor of his house. I was exhausted and tired that nothing bothered me anymore. I felt someone was stroking my hair. When I opened my eyes I saw you were the one stroking my hair. My heart sighed. I knew that you did not stop loving me and somehow you still cared.

Will I ever stop loving you?

One look at his kind face made my heart broke into a million pieces again. Before my logical thoughts settle my emotion broke loose. I grabbed the tablecloth and pulled as hard as I can. Dishes where flying and everything on that dinner table came crashing down. She looked confused and he was angry at me. I was screaming and making a scene at the little pretty restaurant. I do not know how to stop…
I woke up crying and alone realizing that you are gone.