faux

Lately i am happy.
i know it rarely happens these days but fortunately and recently i am.
ok ok its just superficial happiness but at least i tend not be sad for the time being.

i hope tomorrow i will get to see him.
well i thought i lost him but somehow he came back...well temporarily.
he is still mean, very ungentleman but now he replies to my sms messages, he does show up, he calls me...

i do not want to think that he will leave soon
i do not want to think that...

hay sad na naman ako

i miss joe.