Tuesday, March 29, 2005

4 guys and a girl

Four Guys and One very Perplexed Girl

I can never explain how I always weave a very complicated web of relationships. (Maybe this is my way of making my uneventful and boring life more interesting). Whatever the reason is I am now in a crossroad of my life when I am facing four roads into diverse oblivion North (the current suitor), West (the current boyfriend), East (ex boyfriend), and South (the textmate).

North, he is the current suitor. He was my classmate when I was in grade school when I was still in my pre-angst period. I don’t know what he saw (or imagined) in me that made him subconsciously wait for my undying devotion, love, “matamis na oo”…whatever. He is claiming that he had been waiting for years for the time that I would be single again (talk about crappy pick up lines). He thinks that I am the right girl for him. I really do not know about that part. I know I am very unstable, moody, fickle and neurotic. He hasn’t realized that yet (hehehe) wait till he get to hand around me…I am sure he definitely rethink his choice of girl (well unless for him love is blind, deaf and dumb).

West, he is supposedly the current boy friend. Due to his very unpredictable attribute I thought that some strong wind had blew him to other shores (maybe the sunnier kind). Well somehow he has risen again (Easter na kasi). I really do not know what next with him. I guess I just wait till another hard gust of wind to take him away.

East, he my ex-boyfriend which promoted (or demoted) to being my best friend. Well he is always there for me. From the textmate days, to lovey-dovey days, to long distance love affair to the current wholesome days. I know that in my future he will still be there. I have shared four years with him so he is already a big chunk in my disfigured love life.

South, he is my textmate and the guy who makes my unlimited load worthwhile. We used to close but not close friends. We used to talk to the phone all the time but never really talked when we see each other. People assumed we were a couple but we never were. He is fun with out strings attached. A guy I could tell all my insanities but I can never personally see.

Somehow these four guys are part of my past; I guess I need someone new to refresh my disfigured love life. J

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